The steps up to my front door mid second storm....
This morning....
Obviously not going anywhere, anytime soon.
There was a blizzard (or two), then it got really cold, and now it has settled.
Walking through deep snow while your hip hurts because it is brutally cold. It hurts a lot.
it makes you wonder........
why do I live here?
why don't I go where it is warm?
why am I waiting, scared and terrified of a surgery that could potentially help?
what if the surgery doesn't work?
what if the pain never goes away?
what if I can't live here anymore because this damage is irreparable and I will always feel this bad.
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